date:          05/09/09

location:      newcastle

time:           0134

weather:      very cold

 

my emotion today is very very unstable...i have tried to hide my feeling of depression but the cloud of sadness just landed straight on my face.i cant bear it anymore, when danny was being rude to me..my inner feeling just went outbursted!!!...we have a massive argument and i went straight home without finishing the shift!!!!!!!my whole life never been so upside down before...i have been trying really hard to cope with my new status..but everyday is getting harder..god please forgive if i need to end my life..i cant breath...

 

imiss q somuch....很想和你在一起